I like writing about myself, because I know people usually don't read it.. I love details.. I hate very strongly.. I love even stronger.. I am in love... I do not believe in change.. I have a very mixed religion, but consider myself Christian.. Most Christians wouldn't agree with my life... I hate being preached to... I hate a lot of people... I enjoy the darker side of things... I'm not the best person... I hate politics, do not ask my opinion on them.. I think tans are ugly... The sun makes me physically sick.. I am a murderer and a liar.. I do not feel peer pressure.. I do not do drugs.. I do not smoke.. I do not drink.. I have never been drunk.. And I never want to.. I think it's sad when people need drugs and alcohol to have fun and enjoy life.. I hate sports... I despise the color pink.. I get bored easily... My worst fear is throwing up... I fear death... I am a psy/sang vampyre and leopard therian... No, not the fictional kind, look it up... If you challenge me about this, I will ignore you... I am both open and close minded... I feel emotions very strongly... I am a masochist, I enjoy pain... I have self-mutilated.. I am not ashamed of this.. I believe I see things differently... I don't trust ANYONE 100%... I can be extremely paranoid.. I don't mind being labeled, I know what I am and what I'm not... I've been living in my past since 2003... I don't plan on leaving it... I've lost a lot of people... Most of those people are now my enemies.. ..I miss them dearly...