I have a dog, a boyfriend, a job, an apartment, friends and hope for a future and a direction for a career and a life. I see myself going places and meeting people. I really do. I don't like to stay in one place for a long time as I find myself wanting to grow and expand so I move a lot. I also am constantly trying to express myself so I try through visual works such as drawing, writing, coding, painting and anything I feel most appropriate. I do find myself to be very uptight, irritable and paranoid of, well... everything really. I really hate people as a general. People are so terribly unhappy in so many different ways and it stinks. Literally. I smell it when I walk through the mall and downtown and down the street and at work and grocery shopping and walking my dog. People are in a constant state of unhappiness so I usually find myself weeding out people and the unhappiness that is attached to them. As such, I also have these set barriers that I have constructed to keep people away. It is easier to be surrounded by a couple happy people than to try and gross in numbers and be surrounded in misery. It is not rocket science and quite frankly it is no big secret either; people live in a constant state of unhappiness because we are being taught through society that we are never good enough. So, I attempt to block it out. I am not even sure why it is I care to share this in all honesty. I guess I am sharing because I really do.... care?