I understand myself in a way that you can not. Not being able to explain what I am is part of who I am. I breathe your oxygen to remain human. Be quiet. I'm just like everybody else, but much better. I love my life. I have a comfortable home with locks on its doors and a luxurious vehicle with locks on it's windows. I've built a strong personality and think I play my role well. Very few opposing forces have disrupted my flow. My existence benefits all those around me, and those who thought otherwise were born to be wrong. I'm on vampirefreaks to look at girls and listen to music. That's probably why you're here too. I work part time at a smoke shop, and I sell cigarettes to adults. Be the first species to breathe smoke. My issues are often mood related. My medicine is self prescribed and often effective. I know what to expect of myself so I find my lack of motivation entirely acceptable. I love music... but who doesn't? My aural taste spreads over an entire tongue of sound. My personal music library is as impressive as it is delicious. My favorite musical projects are Velvet Acid Christ, Haujobb, and Aphex Twin. Listen to them. I write for a project that exists behind curtains. but the curtains are thick, so you can't hear it yet. I may have a modest god complex. Complain about it in your prayers to me. Sometimes I forget why. Do you think I take myself too seriously? The Internet is serious business. All my doors are locked now. Please distance yourself from the windows.