this life is not the life i expected, this world is a cage and i will never taste freedom. i will never be happi and i will always make the choice that destroys me. you dont want anything to do with me. i will consume you and i will destroy everything i touch. im a cancerous tumor that poisons everything it comes in contact with. if you hate your self enough feel free . im so fucking professional at being unhappi fuck politics,religion, your beliefs, work, discrimination, ignorance, "intelligence" world trade, capitalism, technology, false freedom, the USA, hapiness, feeling, me, sympathy, closemindedness, big buisness, fascism(thriving in the US), anger management, psychitrists, right,wrong, good, evil, aesthetics, commercials/propaganda, homophobes, sobriety, the truth, reflections, humanity, god, jesus, openmindedness, hate defended by "reason",rationality, sanity, my heart, my brain, murder,murderers(US ARMY), social environments, structure, bland living, thought, ooo and YOU! my ideals were ones that could never exist, chaos broke my heart and swept me away You belong in the world of balance, where everything has two sides and everything is not always what it appears on the outside. Of course, if you have a sense of humor, you may find employment as a sarcastic comedian. If not, enjoy the choices that are presented to you through life, they will always have two sides to them,one which leads you to the light, and the other which entrenches you in darkness. Walk on with hope, my friend.