I am lost and confused in this seemingly beautiful life of mine. I wish I could spend my whole life dancing in an open field with unicorns. I daydream all the time. I sing, but terribly. I smile whenever I see an old couple holding hands. I see the beauty in everything. I don't consume any animal bi-products. I need to cuddle with something In order to get to sleep. I love traveling at night, extra fluffy clouds, and long conversations about nothing. I laugh more than anyone I know. I cry because of the silliest things. I'm confused about life in general. I rarely get truly upset with someone. I want a pot-bellied pig as a pet. I dream big. I notice people's lips. I listen to people's problems. I care about things that most people don't. I try so hard to get something. then quickly lose interest once i have it. I sleep all morning and stay up all night. I realized I love everyone, but don't necessarily like everyone. I walk through life as if it's only a prologue to something better. I stare off into the distance unknowingly all the time. I think about things that I would never dare say aloud. I waste so much time on the internet. I want to have babies with Britney Spears. I draw pictures of stick people holding hands. I write Kate Nash lyrics all over my binders. I search continuous happiness. I forget what love feels like. I respond to almost everything. "So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more dangerous to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man's living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun." - Christopher McCandless / Alexander Supertramp