In my years of self-discovery, i've spent much of my life in the shadow of other people's pleasure; a pursuit to their happiness instead of my own. Much of me was lost as a newer self has recently been born. This new self that i am 100% satisfied with. I stand with my feet firm and full of confidence. I find myself to be a lovable and caring person to those who deserve it. I can be a good listener when i'm not being paranoid about everything else around me. I like to feel safe and secure. I trust and love my friends as if they were a family of my own. I cherish them and look out for them; it's in my nature. To me, knowledge is everything as cliche as it might sound. I love knowing things and learning new things everyday, even though it's hard for me to keep up with current events. I love living by the side of constant inspiration, possible role models and present day history. Popularity is no longer for me. It was something i grew out of this past year. It ate me like the plague it was and i grew from it. I think it made me a better person; a more mature, respectable and professional person. i do what i do [along with my wardrobe] because i have a passion for it, it expresses who i am and it's something that i enjoy doing. I like to think outside that box :) Being and feeling beautiful is the ultimate feeling in the world aside from love. I love presenting myself as a work of art and feeling as if i've accomplished a million goals. I love makeup, synthetic hair, looking glamourous and being a stylish chicka. You can create the greatest unique artwork to impress the world in any way, shape or form or you can buy a cheap poster imitation and greatly miss the detail and value; often imitated, never duplicated. I love most electronic music with my life. i feel that much of it addresses my being in many ways words cannot. I try not to limit my boundaries with specific genres just to please other people. i like what i like! i consider myself fairly open-minded and love my obscure variety of music..but i love almost nearly everything! Let it be known that it will most likely take me awhile to reply to messages. i'm a busy gal! also, please NO drama..I graduated high school for a reason. please leave it elsewhere.