I dont know where I stand anymore, i've changed so much from last year that I hardly even recognize my own attitude. I'm trying to be the way I was last year but 11th grade was so different and 12th is just hounding me. I'm not enjoying me at this time. On October 25th its was the 6th year of my mothers death and I dislike it so. I miss her lil kisses and the way she used to tuck me in at night but I know I will never get that feeling agan, I know that my step-mom tries her best but it just doesnt help because shes either to drunk or is just so bitchy she doesnt care what I think about anymore, yes I have thought of suicide, yes I have attempted but now that I am where I am now I ask myself, was it all worth it? Why did I push myself into doing that? Then I met Allison, and my life changed, and I got happier, just the way she helped me through and how she tells me shes always gonna be there for me, and that is why I love her. Shes my bestfriend and I wouldn't change anything about her, well im running out of words to say other then that i'm a soccer jock and I love to swim, if you want to know anything else just ask.

interests
Listening To Music Being With Mates Writing Poetry Randomly Drawing And Reading

likes
Being With Mates Havin A Laugh Chillin With A Beer & Cigarette And Listen To Music and Watchin TV N DVD'S Firlting Saying the word fuck alot Swearing fall stop Being Cheeky & Getting Away With It!!!!