If you know me, then you know the truest thing I will ever say about myself is that I am completely crazy. I have lived a hard life, maybe not by the standards of a third world country girl who has had to work from dawn to dusk ever since he was four for a penny a day, but by my standards and capabilities it has been hard. However I have pushed my way through every obstacle thrown at me, sometimes I had to limp my way through, other times crawl and than there were the times were I had to drag my broken and bleeding body. But each of those times forged a bit of me, and made me the person I am today. Yea Life is hard, but NOT living is harder. Yes some of the times have been hard but when I look back and see what I have done, and what I have become, I smile because I could have given up but I never did and because of it I have gotten more in my life than I have ever dreamed about. I am not perfect nor do I claim to be, I make mistakes just like every one else, and I like making them, some of my fondest memories or best life lessons have come from making "mistakes", and sometimes mistakes turn out to be right. Its all in the eye of the beholder. At best I am a contradiction and half. I am an individual, you will never meet someone like me again. Sorry to crush your dreams. I do theater, I write on the side, I dance like the best, I'm a business student, and I design costumes. Yes there are things I don't do. Lol. However. I am a passionate about the things I like to do, and I follow my desires wherever they make take me. I don't choose my friends on the money they make, or the cars they drive, or the people they hang out with. I choose them by the person they are when everything is said and done at the very end of the day. I love each of them and would do anything for them. I work hard to play harder. I live each day to the fullest that I can get it because I understand that everything I love everything I hold dear everything that makes me happy can be ripped away in the next second. When I give my heart, I give my world. And I learned recently a very good lesson. You can't keep secrets from those you love. You have to give yourself.