I love to play the guitar and sing, music is huge in my life, i know a lot of people say that, but it really is. It's gotten me through thick and thin. Lately I've been this unstable weak coward and it's been driving me crazy. I've attempted suicide 5 times in the past month and it's like i cant see where im going. i cant see myself two days in advance. I'm not myself anymore... I was in a relationship with someone 9 years older than me, he struggled to believe his motives were innocent. He kept second-guessing himself. Everytime he would turn around and i'd be too young again. I think that's what made me so fucked up. But anyways, i'm a fun enough person to be around, im not absolutely great with people because i have trust issues, but once i get comfortable; there's a good time waiting. OH YEAH.... IM NOT NEW.

Likes
playing guitar, playing piano, singing, drawing, painting, sometimes reading, walking around my town aimlessly i have few good friends, and some of them are the most unlikely people you'll ever meet but they're truly wonderful

Dislikes
a hypocritical way of thinking being labeled

Favorite Music
A Perfect Circle Alice in Chains Nirvana NIN TOOL System of a Down Radiohead The Pillows Sigur Ros