There are times where my life seems like one big dark room and Only I am standing there facing the wall in my eternal sorrow. I am not an abused babe I just feel like I'm different from everybody I know and love. Love, hhmm that is a funny word for funny people. Right now I live with my parents and siblings but I swear sometimes I wish I could vanish and watch those around me. If you ask me if I love myself I would have to say NO! I have hurt my family in the past and I think I did it out of spitefulness I'm not sure. Fuck....sometimes I feel so confused and alone.

Likes
I like music, I like dolls eyes, I like Hatebreed, and the poetry of Jim Morrison. His American Prayer album really puts my mind at ease. I feel like he is inside me when his words are released from his lips.

Dislikes
People that dislike me

Favorite Music
Gutter Sluts, Sonic Youth, Hatebreed, Marylin Manson rocks my world, Primus, Gwar, and other fuckin awesome death metal bands.