hi, it's time to be honest. this will be me pouring my heart out to hundreds of people that will never care but DO NOT feel sorry for me, i don't want your sympathy. so here it goes, the truth: i constantly compare myself to beautiful skinny "scene" girls, because thats who i want to be. it constantly runs through my head that i will fail and end up alone. lonliness is my biggest fear, so i've always tried hardest to make sure that doesnt happen. i believe that everyone deserves happiness in life, i'm no exception. i am NOT thin, i DONT have perfect skin, i'm only human. im not as cute in person as i am on daloco.com, but who is. im easily one of the nicest people alive, if you get to know me. ill be the best friend you could ever have, i never leave my friends sides. im pretty much done with the whole trying to fit in thing, itll never happen. im sick of boys that pretend to like me, so that they can have sex. its not okay, and quite frankly its a really shitty thing to do to someone. if i dont like someone, they usually tend to know. im a normal person, treat me like one. kthnx.

at this point in time, im in a serious relationship, with a boy named Tony. never in a million years did i think i would find someone as amazing and perfect as him. hes everything ive been searching for in a boy. hes currently in South Carolina for basic training, i miss him everyday. hes my knight in shining armor, my everything. nothing can or ever will come between us, so dont waste your energy.