Hi, i'm Monica Benjar welcome to my Official virub.com Preview Gallery. I'm proud to be part of the amazing line-up of babes on virub.com - and I wanted to give a big thank you to all of the fans who wrote in and requested to more of me. Hope you enjoy!

For crying out loud, i'm running from a comedown, god forbid i know i've been a letdown, reaching for the sky while laying in a gutter, kicking and screaming i am singing bloody murder, I'm Alive when i'm vulnerable, i'm out of control i'm losing my soul, I can't be your angel, when i'm living like a devil, Can't be your lover, when i'm living like a rebel, dont want your pity & dont want your help, dont try & save me, go take care of yourself, I'm alive Sick of the pain i'm sick of the sorrow sick of today i'm sick of tomorrow i'm addicted to the misery in my head i better stop before i end up dead so i climb to the top just to fall to the bottom and i climb up to the top just to fall to the bottom

I'm BOSS. I'm crazzzy. I love life. I'm nice until you piss me off. I'm cocky. I'm adddddicted to energy drinks, it's completely unhealthy. I love sleeeep (but sometimes I have insomnia for weeks at a time). I've always been into music, as far back as I can remember, it's always been a big part of my life. I LOVE IT. I need it for everything. I get pretty into my hair and make up sometimes, but whatever, it's how big girls play Barbie. People say I come off as a bitch. I'm not usually the first person to say hi. I have an open mind, unless you're a complete idiot... in that case you can shut the fuck up. People love me, people hate me, what the fuck ever.