i dont like everyone knowing my business...so that's why i dont have a pic of me up...maybe if your lucky ill show u one? hmmm i dont understand the emo movement/cult im middle eastern..n DAMN proud of it but not the "ill bomb your ass...dont fuck with me" middle eastern..the other type ::hides bazooka:: im not butch or femme..im in between..depending on my mood.. does it really matter? im a brunette...i make blonde jokes because i can...tho one of the smartest people i know is a blonde...go figure i want to be in a relationship where i feel like the person i'm with is my equal...i dont want to ever feel inferior or superior to them...and once i find that..i think i'd finally be content... if you think i've checked you out...you're probably right..but don't flatter yourself..it was just a glance... i wish i could be honest with everyone about me liking girlys, but everyone knows thats easier than it seems....or maybe it is easy..but i'm just sacred of other peoples judgements? i dunno...ill leave that for the shrink to decide...im not sure why it matters..like why people have to know...but it seems like i can act myself when i'm around people that know the truth...im not trying to be uber gay..or anything..but its a part of me..just as being jewish is part of me... I have come along way (pun intended :OP ) ...i like who i am...and i think you will too...i truly believe that everyone that enters your life is there for a reason...and that reason is up to you to figure out...everyone that i know...or have met has left an impact...and it makes me who i am.... ...my email address rocks