I'm starting over with all my online crap. Please do not send me a comment if you ever plan on hurting me. I've been hurt so much and I dont think my heart can take anymore. Do not send me a comment if you are an old [19 AND above], creepy man/or lady --If you want sex, go get a girl/boyfriend or go to a strip club. Do not ask me for my msn. I will NOT give it to you. Do not comment me saying 'nice pro +10 rate/comment back' and expect a nice comment back; I will NOT give you the 10 you are looking for. --If your gonna comment someone, use your fucking brain. Its there for a reason; and the reason is not to take up space. I have the two most AMAZING best friends in the whole world! I love them both so much & I would do anything for either of them.

I love Johnny with all my heart, hes the fucking reason Im still here. Hes my hero. He can ALWAYS put a smile on my face; especially when I dont feel like I deal anymore. Hes always been there for me & I know he always will be. Despite all the shit hes had to deal with; hes been able to hold on and keep going, and that means so much to me. Johnny, I love you to death hun. I'm always always always here for you and you know that. Jaymee; hun, your amazing. And I love you. I know sometimes it doesnt seem like I care about what you have to say, and all that but it does. You mean alot to me. And I'm sorry for being completely mental at times and I thank you soooo much for putting up with me. Thank you for telling me the things I need to hear even tho I dont ever agree. One day, it might sink in! I love ya hun -hugs n kisses-