sometimes the days blend into each other and i don't have the slightest clue of what to do with myself but i know one day things may be perfectly aligned with the inevitable slip ups but that doesn't frighten me in any way because i know life will never be perfect which works out nicely because perfection has absolutely no appeal to me. and some days i only want to run away when the idea of this dull routine seems to last for time longer than i can handle and being alone with myself gets to the point where my breathing irritates me then you walk in the door and make me feel less lonely and make me happy to be alone with you and wish this moment may freeze forever but that doesn't seem too promising knowing that i'll never get the chance to experience a new feeling of happiness. not worrying about how tomorrow will end up and whether or not i'll get the chance or guts to have words exchanged makes my heart beat a little steadier without the constant rush of high-strung words floating out of my mind and wrapping around my every nerve forcing me to be this anxious soul with the only current dream of wanting to express these nonstop run-on thoughts. some nights sleep isn't even a reassuring time but dreams release me from this world encouraging me to take another breath and get up every morning to feel a range of emotions so large no other time or place could substitute the sensation.

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candy corn, "good" , people with stories