I see the world through to the other side, behind the glass. I am fully aware, and fully alive, are you?It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace. I'll tell you any motherfucking coward can sell drugs. Any bitch nigga with a gun, can bust slugs. Any nigga with a red shirt can front like a blood. Even Puffy smoked the motherfucker up in a club. but only a real thug can stab someone till they die, standing in front of them, starring straight into their eyes. I have no self essteim or confidence, and no common sense to stop me from doing somethings without realizing the consequences. And it always gets me into trouble, whatever the outcome may be. But while I do anything I put everything ive got into it. I'm a passionate person and I'm proud of that. I'm a bad influence, so some might want to stay away, but Id prefer for you to stick around. Chopped up bodies make me smile. Murder is my tourniquet, I just grew up with it in my head. I'm pretty much a fucked up lame ass. WOO! lets hold hands and skip over dead bodies baby. So, Im Clare, and Im proud to be who I am. I'm a gore gurl, blood is amazing. My friends are my family, even though my Friends dont mean everything too me. Music isnt my life, but its a bigg part of it. I'm shy, yet loud. I keep to myself, yet Im out going. ray that your loneliness may spur you into finding something to live for, great enough to die for. I take my education to the max, Education is not preparation for life; education is life itself. I don't tell my problems to people, eighty percent don't care, and the other twenty percent are glad I have them. Sing me a sad song. Filled with remorse. Let me know of pain. Let me cry. One where the hero dies. Let me ache. Let me feel my heart rip. I want to cry. No one cares if I die. They don’t need me. And he's got the girl. It really isn't fair. Sickening and pathetic. Typical bad girl gets bad boy. Can I please just cry? He doesn't need me anymore. Im sad cause I need him now even more. But he doesn't care. And once again the world isn’t fair. Torn up on jealousy and loss. One to spell out everything I feel.