i have a hard time trusting anyone i've learned not to expect anything i love making people happy :D i get replaced and forgotten too easily i cling to memories and things i'll never get back i've become something other then what i want to be i wish i didn't let things mean more to me then they do to you No one really understands me. I don't think I quite understand myself either. I wanna find something in this world I can live for. So far life's been a joke. Ive met some amazing people But all the rest have been ridiculously into themselves. & Ridiculously vain. For those of you that give me dirty looks, Fuck around with my friends,and break my heart. This is for you: If you are one that thinks the way you dress is the only way to dress. And the way you do things is the best way, That shit is ridiculous to me. Grow the fuck up. Quit stereotyping people. Quit seeing black and thinking gothic or emo or scene. What the hell is your definition of these things anyways? I bet if you actually looked them up youd realize you were wrong about them. Change up your mind a little bit you fuck. Because the way someone chooses to dress or looks on the outside isnt always what they are on the inside.and even if it WAS. What gives you the right to judge? This does NOT however include when someone does everything that no one else does just to stand out. No I mean just dressing and acting the way you truly WANT to feeling comfortable with what you want from life and how you are going to use it. Fuck your idea of what I should be and how I should act. I can do what I want. Honestly, I really don't know myself that well. Except for the bad stuff. I know I can be over dramatic.and take things a little to personally. I'm overly sarcastic when I'm pissed off. I don't admit that my feelings are hurt or that I'm sad very easily. There are only a few friends that I really feel comfortable sharing my feelings with. My social life/friends is what I live for mainly. I hate staying at the house for long periods of time. I start going crazy.