It's almost to simple to pick out my imperfections. I easily pick on myself more than I pick on anyone else. I know I'm not perfect, never will be, not even close, and it seems like I love to point that out to myself. I don't know why I deliberately tear myself apart, but it's my favorite thing to do.

I'm going to say right now I have so much hate built up inside of me. No, I don't hate myself, I despise myself, that's two totally different things. But even though there is so much spite built up inside of me I wouldn't change a thing personality wise at all. Im blunt, brutally honest, sarcastic, and a total cunt. I believe those are some of my best and strongest qualities. No one gets anywhere being a fake, shy, polite and always happy bitch. That will never be me. I'm the type of girl that will tear you apart with my words, and laugh in your expense. I don't give a fuck. I have no remorse, and never will. I'll tell you how it is, how it's going to be, and exactly how i want it. I'm stronger than most, and I like it that way. I'm foremost a manipulator, and a fucking bitch. But, I am loved, and respected. I'd have it no other way.

A family member once told me friends are a dime a dozen. When I was young, and naive, I didn't believe it. Now that I have gotten older and matured, I've realized that it was one of the best pieces of advice I have ever recieved. I have one true friend, one friend that I can count on, and know whole heartedly that she will never fuck me over. I have a lot of friends, whom I love dearly, but i've learned not to trust people so easily. Most people are out there to use otheres and fuck with their lives. Myself included. It's kind of sick that we live in a society where it is considered common for people to fuck one another over, and have no consequences. I'm not going to say that I'm not guilty of these things, but it's one more thing I have to improve upon.