First things first; I don't care about your drama, or about anything you have to say about me, so leave your shit talking at the door. thankyou. Now. My name is Joy. I hate talking dutch. It sounds like shit. I'm never going to change the way that I am for anyone. I'm sick of caring about whether or not people like me. If you don't, I really don't give a shit. As long as you're not creating drama with me, I wont look at you twice. In my eighteen years of living I've learned a lot, and I don't regret any of the things that I've ever done or say to anyone.I'm learning that sugar-coating things and hiding your feelings isn't the way to go. Even if it hurts someone else. Life isn't always beautiful. I'm not going to say I'm one of the nicest people you'll ever meet, or that I'm really friendly. I'm a big hypocrite. I cuss, I judge, I hate, I love, I make mistakes, and all of that shit, and the 'koolest' part: we all do it, but some people are afraid to show it. I just won't hide the fact that I do. I'm not afraid to say what I feel, so if you ask me an honest opinion don't think I'll hold back. I love to make people smile. I love to make people laugh. I'm giddy & hyper most of the time. If you're my friend, I'll treat you like one. If you're a shittalkingbitch, I'll treat you like one. I don't think I'm better than anyone else, I'm just me. I know what I like & what I want, and I'm honest about it. So talk all the shit you want. You don't know me, so it shouldn't matter. Just because you hate me, doesn't mean you should act like a complete moron. You're not twelve anymore you know. I like being wierd and I like to make strange noises. [: I love laughing at absolutely nothing, and I love it when I'm the only one doing it. I try to stay positive, and I don't let myself get worked up over the stupid people in my life. If you don't like me, please, just keep it to yourself. I don't want your bullshit. I'm not scared to try anything. I'm not straight edge, at all. I'm not about to fuck up my life for some silly things.