I'm human; no more; no less. I walk the world like a ghost. I can be a figment of your imagination. I can be your addiction. I can be your worst enemy. I could be your best friend. Ive been dead for quite a while now. Within the past few years Ive realized so much about me and my well being. Relationships... People are full of lies and false regrets. I don't trust anyone anymore; I'm the type who falls for someone really fast. I pretty much set my self up for a date with a thing called Heartbreak. But I'm so optimistic, I put all the knowing that I'll just soon be getting hurt; aside and there it rests. But really, fear is the heart of love. That fear will be conquered one day. I know what I am... I'm no so many years old, and Ive made my share of mistakes in my life. I don't survive on the dependence of others. I'm independent, but I'm not proud. Whether you like it or not, we all benefit from a little verb called help. I'm sensitive I'm aware of that, but I don't take things personally or harsh. I don't always play it safe, just for the most part; but I do for my well being. Right and wrong should be left up to the individual, there is no such thing as a wrong decision, its a lesson. Learning isn't a way of life, its a fucking stepping stone to growing up. I'm no king, I wear no crown. but desperate times seem over now. yet still i weaken somehow and it tears me apart. I cant sleep. I cant love; I wont love. And I WILL finish strong. I will not bow down to anyone either. On the outside I'm a living breathing human being. But on the inside I'm much more. I don't think like a normal person should think. I contradict anything proven to be the truth. I second-guess everything thats been overwhelmingly close to happiness. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections. There comes a point in life when you realize who matters, who never did, who wont anymore, and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, theres a reason why they didn't make it to your future. I looked for comfort in all the wrong places.