i'm originally from boston i'm going to webster u heartache i am confused about life i am very self reliant i love to help people i love loving people i love partying im feisty! i write poetry and lyrics i sing i act i take lots of pictures ~*~ i am a girl a sensitive girl who loves to love others loves to be loved hates the judgemental tries not to judge trys to listen rather then talk tries to accept all in hopes to be accepted tho i fall at times but still i try to help other up i love a boy dream he loves me i will never ask him tho for i hate to bother him i try to repsect him and his privacy tho i wonder at times why does loving kill me...

i will be good tho and not be selfish i wont say a word i'll leave as u wish but i will always love you no matter who u become or where u go... that's all there is...i just wanted u to know this is who i am...a broken angel who will quitely live on...try to move on...just as u wish ~*~ i love my friends im having troubles and need help i am sad because i have lost 2 people i love by fuckin up and not even relizing it. i wish i could change the past i dont know how to fix what i have done wron because try to d better and apologizing isnt enough anymore i miss my cousins, alyssa, boston, my older sibs, and the 2 people i lost i try hard in life but dont see any benefits i dont know if im good person i dont know if im living my life the right way i know i care about everyone and want to be there for everone i also know that i can love everyone but that doesnt mean they will give a shit i know prayers dont work and god has abandoned me i wish i could fade but i have to stay strong because people with bigger problems need me i know i am a sinner and a person who makes bad decisions at times but i also know i NEVER mean to hurt anyone IF I COULD HAVE 3 THINGS IT WOULD BE: People being honest with me, and then help me make the changes needed i would have E and C's friendship back I would change all the things i fucked up.