Why Dont You Figure Me Out For Yourself? Im Diana Doll, and im the only person who can understand me. Im what you call a indigo. If you dont know what that is then sorry im not here to inlighten you on that one. and no for the not so intelligent ones im not a color. I dont relate to people vary well but thats just one of my many flaws. I dont take complaments well and im rather modest. If you dont like that im sorry but i cant help you. I like to have interesting conversations with people and not just the normal small talk. thats just pointless in my opinion. I want someone thats able to break out of the mold and strike up a conversation not revolving around what kind of day they had. Im not what you call normal, then again who is the one judging what normal is in the first place. im pretty much never what people think at first sight. And that happens to be just fine with me. Why not keep the word wondering? whats more exciting then a mystery? I dont ever know what im going to be doing next, not so long ago i wanted to be a hair styliest, and now im shooting for something in the art industry. I always take my days one step at a time, and never plane out anything. I find the people who plane their lives to be to caught up on what they have to do next insted of grasping the opportunity at hand. I dont expect you to take my advice when i tell you something and the truth of the matter is i dont expect anything from anyone. whats the point of having a high expectation of someone when most people just let you down in the end? Well i want to depend on somebody, have that one person that i know i can fall back on if all fails and my self dependency isnt so comforting any longer. The sad truth is i want to love again. and im longing for someone that truly understand me and who i am as a person. unfortunately my luck in that department isnt vary high. but all we can do as humans beings is hope for the best. and be willing to wait for that one person that will be there till the end