i fall to fast and get up to quick i want to mean something to someone someday but i've come to realize i am just not ever going to be "good enough"

i've been fucked over again and again Im trying to except my flaws. yes, i wear too much makeup &dye my own hair different colors just fxcking deal.

i do push for perfection knowing theres no such thing. you might as well give up on changing me because i wont for anyone i am who i am no exceptions.

don't be too fast on judging me because i'm one of those "nicest people you'll ever meet" i am totally different than i may appear im too complicated for you to understand therefore you will never completely comprehend me. i am single although

boys are pratically a waste of my time but i do want to find someone great.. But im tired of looking for him, So i'll wait for him. dont think im real?