my confidence is growing rapidly and fiercly, love does that to me, surrounds me, nourishes me, allows me to grow. do not get upset with me for my flaws, i am imperfect, yet i have people who love me, care about me, want and need me as i am, i am me.

even with all of the pain i have felt, all of the emotions that have broken, i have felt joy, i have seen the light to life, i know where my rainbow of life lies and what i must do to reach it, i refuse to show my pain, refuse to wallow in self pity, i am going to be as strong a person as possible. i've forgiven the single person who injured me the most, i've glued my heart back together, sewn it's pieces into my heart securely, it's mended as best as it shall ever be.

my plan in life is to act as nothing's wrong, pretend i'm not hurt, laugh at all of the wrong things. i will show as much happiness as i can, smile as much as i can, not allow sadness to overcome my life. i'm tired of being sad, being weak. if you want me to remain like this, i want you to leave my life. i'm fighting to reach my life's rainbow and sadness is not in my forecast. if you only want to bring me down, leave. if you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all. if you want only to judge, go judge yourself first. if you are rude, disrespectful, judgmental, hateful, violent, evs, leave. take your keyboard and flush it down the toilet, and then lock yourself into a corner. .please.&.thank.you.