i am also bisexual, loud and proud, i am a lover of all, an equal opportunist love, gender blind. i cannot stand those who judge me, who fear me, who hate me, who are disgusted by me. my sexuality is not a choice, i didn't chose to suffer the things i have, i came out to be honest. homophobia is past ugly, it is destructive, depressing, and honestly makes me want to effin' slit my wrists, no joke, no exaggerations. it makes me so upset. end of story, it's all the same, we're all people, normal people who have a preference. big whoop-dee-doo-dah-day if our preferences don't align with yours. we are not faking for attention. end of story, let us live our lives. it's disgusting that people insult the glbt society, trashing them, saying they're "queers", "fags", "slutts", saying they deserve to die, people have killed themselves over these statements, these phrases, these insults you direct. i am bisexual, i have loved a female, i have loved a male, i have fallen in love with a boy who loves me as the girl i am. yes, in love.

before he loved me, i'd had my heart shattered by a boy who didn't care and by a girl who didn't know, i was used, lied to, abused, shown the violence and cruelty of words and hands. i've felt pain, i have cried tears, i've been broken hearted, i've wanted death, i have screamed until my lungs collapsed, i have lived in darkness, yet i have survived all that my life has me. i've forgiven them all, accepted that it was all their way of teaching me, showing me, allowing me to see it all.