I'm unlovable & desperate I'm bad . selfish . irascible . reckless . troublesome . totally sucks! I'm not exist&popular I'm not pretty at all I'm totally moody I listen any kinds of music I'm unindependent person. I need someone to accompany me wherever i go. I'm FUCKIN WICKED BOYS TRAUMATIC and they have to give back my trust or i'll distrust forever! I'm not sociable enough, nonchalant sometimes, and that's my most adversity of life ! My life isn't like the others I created my own world I live in the unrealistic world of mine I ran from my old life, I ran from reality that's right! I'm a coward! I'm scared to death with our real world I'm scared with people that having a deep relationship with something that called money I hate grown up people I don't want to be a grown up That has a cold mind and forget all about my imaginary world But still, you totally have to look like all grown up in front of all people, or u'll be kicked from this fuckin world, Trust me ! I hate people that wearing a mask smiling but dying on the inside But the truth is, I wore 'em too painting it's the only way for me to express my true feelings I love to make a new friends I love COFFEE so bad but that's my current abstinence :(

I do love to daydreaming because I can do what i wanna do and be the one that i couldn't be! I have too much terrible dreams. it's too hard to make them come true! My aspirations are excellent career, raise an happy family, and have a blessful life I do hate fuckin' asshole BACKSTABBER so bad! I'm not interested in CLUB LIFE. I even goddamn hate it! I won't make friends with pretentious and firgid person! I'm not interested in flirtation anymore. I need my last genuine love life :) nothing AGONY without VENGEANCE!! I will do my sweet revenge for my resentment of betrayals and mortifications!! That's it !! DONT EVER TRY TO LABELS ME