I don't know what I want out of life, this scares me. I hate when people think they know me. I jump to conclusions, I assume the worst. I never expect people to like me, let alone love me. I have a hard time showin affection. I am nothing that I thought I would be, and strangly, I am okay with this. Crying is a sign of weakness. Don't stare at me, it creeps me out, but ill fucking hurt you in the nuts if you ignore me. Yes you are being judged, in the worst way possible, it is your job to change my mind. Gaining my trust isnt that hard. I have many flaws. Saying "Iloveyou" is a big deal to me, I cant just throw that out and let it go, a piece of me leaves everytime I say it. I am most happy when im under the influence of anything. I have a hard time saying no to boys, they are my weakness. I am rude to people before they can be rude to me, so I purposely give them a reason to hate on me, other than looking at my real flaws. Bitch? You have no idea. I only say a fraction of what goes on in my head. "Dirty mind" is an understatement of the century. I am amazingly funny, yeah, basically amazing. Confident? Hell no. I've got more insecurities than there are stars in the sky, my insecurities could eat me alive, and believe me they are doing a good job. I hate the fucking phone, its makes me nervous, the only time I like it, is if im talking to a boy I like. It is honestly just a convienant way of sharing information. I hate who I am, but I love who I've become, make sense? Probably not.

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