I have been told that I have an aura of cockiness that is hard to mask, a personality that is as shallow as the Aral sea, and narcissism that is arduous to overlook, so I guess that is me. It might be a little pretentious to say, but I feel like I have the skills needed to succeed, but the drive to succumb to mediocrity My life is a dark hole and I am content being at the bottom, for now. I have found it is easier to run away from problems than to work anything out. I believe that some day I will find a place where I have a use. I have troubles holding down friends, and have hung out with a different group of girls almost every year since sixth grade, subsequently I have very few real close friends and my repertoire of long-standing inside jokes are defiantly lacking. I never know when to correctly use a semi-colon, but I don't believe anyone does. I have a grave indifference towards anything save politics, music and sports, and I have a wrenching feeling it is going to catch up with me one day. I think being a U.S. Senator would be about the greatest thing ever, and I strive to be one, however I understand how difficult it is to actually become one. I have a high level of confidence that will often come off as arrogance and I have been told that I skank people out too much. I am rude and indecisive. I often take beauty as only being what the eye can behold. I spend way too long to get ready and looking at myself in the mirror. There is no one that I hate, nor actually even dislike, but I feel like there is an abundant amount of people that have those feelings towards me. I have problems with not dropping things and always thinking I am right. I will often talk about topics that I almost know nothing about just for the fun of it. Most of my good friends really do not know much about me, but I do care for them greatly. I talk more than I listen. I cry more than a boy my age should, and over things that certainly should never bother me, but I feel like it releases me and always puts me at ease afterwards. I take things personally, and I would like to say I am numb to those who dislike me, but I am not. I know not where I am going in life, where I was, or where I am now. I do not even really know who I am or what I truly like.